“Once in a while it really hits people that they don’t have to experience the world in the way they have been told to.” – Alan Keightley /
Deciding to take this road trip has given way to many feelings. Most are good, at other times I wonder if it is the right thing to be doing. More often than not I talk to others and they are jealous and excited. Most wish they had the chance and/or time themselves. Yet I wonder if I am letting myself down or worse others.
It is interesting to think about how societal pressures influence us unknowingly at times. Today I drove over 400 miles from Maryland to Johnson City Tennessee (a lovely place nestled around the Smokies and just an hour form Ashville North Carolina) and I kept having a reoccurring thought about how perhaps I should be more focused on my job search. That being gainfully employed is what truly matters. That life without a schedule is uncomfortable and almost scary.
Driving alone for 400 miles gives you plenty to think about and just when I arrive to a new place, meeting with old friends, I am continually reminded that others wish they could make the time for a trip like this and perhaps I am become more comfortable with not living life scheduled, and most importantly in hearing their stories, that sure it might take some work and some time, but I will find a job and it will be fine. Here's to letting go of a schedule for a while....